My entire life I've been surrounded by hyper-critical people. I've been told I'm not good enough, that I'm stupid, that I'm not pretty enough, that I can't do anything right, and have had my reasons for being "me" questioned. As much as I wish I could say that knowing God, and what he thinks of me, and that he made me exactly who I am would fix this. I'm still a broken person.
I'm going through things I wish I could share. That I wish I could be honest about, but because I fear judgement, and fear the things that will be said, I won't. Maybe one day I'll be completely honest. For now, I just need to figure out how to be me without worrying what other people think.
2 comments:
No pressure Sarah...but I always love reading your blogs. They're raw...and that's good. :)
Oh Sarah I think you completely summed up exactly what I feel about myself every single day. Like I'm not good enough for all the blessings in my life. Isn't it such a hard walk? I actually blog to get rid of my thoughts & let my innermost feelings come out but I don't share my blog with family & friends for that very reason. Hugs from Long Island! Always thinking of you! :)
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